since you arrived
i’m useless really for anything save
reading my favorite poets,
White, Stafford, and Millay
yellow slicker on wet streets
clouds etching their shadows on the pavement
the air cools the distance between us,
once warm as mingled breath
i sit to ponder the blue blues and green weather
the longing in, the letting out
like birdsong, plumage, flight itself,
how to fix this instant?